To my "Bubs", May 10th, 1995 - August 27th, 1999 Buster, I
miss you so much. It's been a year since you died and I think about you every day and how
gentle you were and how you would look up at me with those gorgeous purple eyes. You had
been sick for a week after your neuter operation due to the inexperience of the veterinarian; I don't think you can even
understand how much I wanted to kill that guy and it still makes me furious. Because of
him, you're not here with me anymore.
The day you died, I wasn't in town. It was Bosco
that found you and alerted the rest of the family. Bosco misses you. I will ask him if he
wants to see the bunnies (your sisters) and he gets really excited until he sees that only
2 of the 3 cages are filled. Then I think he remembers. Also that day when you passed
away, I had a terrible headache while out of town and I had this urge to call home. I
think you were trying to tell me something through ESP. When I found out that you passed
away, I couldn't stop crying and I became violently ill with a temperature of 104 degrees
and was sick for a week, not moving more than 2 feet from my bed. I still cry for you most
nights as I am right now as we speak. There have been so many things I have wanted to tell
you. And often times I will go to where your cage was and expect you to be there, waiting
to be petted or held. I will never forget your games of tag with my dog, Bosco, and how you
would nap next to Foxy, the other dog. How when I would walk by, you would follow me and
be at my feet. How when I called your name, you would come bounding towards me, knowing
that I had a treat in store for you. And of course how you would dig in the sandbox and
then bunny-nap all day long. How when you were nervous, I would sing to you and everything
would be alright. I could go on and say so many more memories but that would take years
and I talk to you every night before I sleep anyways. I still can't believe you were taken
away from me and I miss your soft, silky gray fur brushing against my face. I just miss
everything about you and I can't wait until the day we can be together again. Until then,
my sweet Bubs, I love you Buster Bunny!
Love Always, Your Mommy, Heather
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